The end...(?)

This is to be my end,
This is to be my end,
Towards the sky my head ascend,
These wounds my heart can never amend.
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I've put everything but myself,
Now I'm stuck in my own shelf,
When even all health and wealth,
Cannot cure the wrath upon myself.
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I heeded not the words of Him,
Live, I shall in this shame,
For I know, it'll not be the same;
For I know, all I have, or not, is just a dream.
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Now my tears flow with no end,
And the heart bleeds with no end
Is this to be my end...
Is this to be my end?
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*Found this somewhere in my room...hahah.!